8月17日
Down with a severe headache. So sad.
Never mind. Just finished PS! YAY! I nearly lost my life over that. Luckily it ran quite smoothly. Thank god. Special thanks to my sweetheart:))
Keep working hard. You know everybody is working harder than you.
8月13日
今天做了过度金属的化学实验.可能是我们最后一次在实验室里做实验了.
想象去年,事情还真多.有定期的实验考核,有课外活动,零零碎碎的课题作业,还有表演...感觉每一星期都有活动.不过,学校每两学期也会组织一次"Feeling Fab",然后大家选择自己想参加的活动.那个相对来说还挺有意思的。有学做陶器，有学欣赏巧克力的。我记得上次我报名参加的去欣赏巧克力，特别贵，14块钱。后来每个人只分到小块的巧克力。不过那之后，我才发现，原来我长这么大就没吃过真正的巧克力！别人还报的瑜伽，溜冰，口技....种类也不少呢。
还有4个月就毕业了，想想我除了演了两个戏也没什么特比的记忆。我要是体育好就好了。我一直觉得自己是很喜欢运动的，但就是没什么力气，运动一会就累了...等以后有空（希望如此）我一定要多学几项运动。
经过一番思想斗争，我还是不想学游泳了...会游泳也没什么了不起...
最近大家都在学习，气氛也紧张了起来。
我还是踏踏实实地学我的英语吧。一定要多读些文章，多记些单词。不能再继续徘徊在及格边缘了，太恶心了...
8月11日
I always believe that there is someone or some people who you really care. You can sacrifice for them without hesitation. They are your motivation for doing everything, especially those tough ones. When you gonna give in to the pressure and obstacles, you will feel exuberant when you think of them. They are your whole world. They are the sole purpose that you are working so hard for.
On the other hand, you may be the one who drives others as well. There may be someone who can turn his world upside down for you. They will change for you. They will amaze you.
Otherwise, they don't really care about you. You mean nothing to them.
I will work hard and my effort gonna be paid off. I will get what I deserve with no regret. Life may not be fair, but not too bad either.
I think it is really common and normal when the person you care the most turns you down. It is pretty often sometimes. It is just because you care too much. So you suffer what you bring to yourself. Hurting yourself is the most foolish thing to do after that. However, if hurting yourself makes you feel better, why not? Since no one really cares about you and how you feel.
One idea just come into my mind. If you want to be happy, do not be responsible then. Isn't always like that? When you educate your children and teach them to be hardworking and kind, most of the time your children will argue with you. If you care about nothing, definitely nothing can disturb you.
8月10日
最近的小日子过得挺清闲。前几天新民聚会大家一起看了G.I.Joe. Rise of the Cobra.超级好看。昨天又去和姚丽宏看了UP，也超级好看。最近电影运不错。好电影也陆续下来了。
昨天去买了洗甲水，最近是什么亚洲美容节，就免费整了个卷发。哈哈哈
8月6日Things are getting better. Stress level decreases, I turn out to be very slack these days.
Yesterday, we enjoyed the noodles at Shaanxi Restaurant. 3 bowls of noodles were finished by two of us. By the way, I bought 2 Zara tops. Nice discount items.
Ok. I'm going to finish my tutorials. Keep fighting.
8月1日
最近一直在学习，真枯燥，真乏味。
特别敬畏哪些熬夜神人，天天四五点睡。我一点就趴下了....
很盲目，很累，很烦躁....
还有一个月就要预考了。3个月就要A level了。我都不知道自己该往哪个地方奋斗。身边很多人都要去英国，美国，加拿大。我想去英国，但是很不现实。
有没有什么奇迹发生，让我考上个奖学金什么的...唉，希望太渺茫。还是保持平和心态吧，别人该去哈佛的去哈佛，该去剑桥的去剑桥，我就老老实实待着吧。命运毕竟会有小小的不公。
好想吃大盘鸡。
最近一直闷闷不乐，我想出去玩~~一想到要在书里闷那么久，就觉得绝望啊。
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